Welcome Weekend

 

This weekend could determine my future. I hate being overly dramatic, but I'm thinking that maybe there's a little bit of truth in that statement. 

I have two college interviews this weekend, committee meetings for DYW, group project meet ups and a whole bunch of finals studying to do. It's not gonna be fun, but at least I'm enjoying myself now. Watching the basket ball games today, getting ice cream with friends on a group project outing, and editing resumes. Sounds fun - I think. 

I can't till Feburary - it's gonna be awesome. But until then I'm stuck where I am so the most I can hope for is not to stress out too much. 

Gotta go - they just scored a point. 

Rooms

Like almost every other teenager, I like spending time in my room - and more importantly I like sleeping in it. 

When we first moved here every single moment of free time was spent trying to make it feel like home. I put up posters, I painted my walls, bought excessive carpets. Eventually, it started feeling less like a room and more like a sanctuary. 

But now that it's almost my time to move out of the next and go out on my own I'm beginning to really treasure it. I love the private time it offers and the peace and quiet I get away from my family. 

When I leave my mom's plan is to paint over everything and give it to my brother. I'm supposed to get the guest room. I guess that's fair, but it sort of makes it official, you know? 

I means that I'll have no where that's officially and exclusively "mine".