Midweek Reflection

It's only Tuesday and I'm already waiting for this week to end. I don't know about everyone else, but our finals are in two weeks and I'm beginning to feel the stress building up. 

One of my New Years resolutions was to not put so much stress on grades but it's hard when every single adult practically tells you that grades are the only thing that really matters. They may never explicitly say this, but it's always implied - at least that's the way it is for me. 

I can't help but think that maybe there's an easier way. But then I think about it and realize there isn't one. I've put myself in a position and mindset where things really do matter to me. There are pros and cons to that I guess - I'd just like it if maybe it didn't make me feel so crummy all the time. 

It's all about positive attitudes I suppose - something I need to take up when I comes to school these days. 

And note:

I'm not always this concerned about life and everything like that - even though it may seem like it sometimes. I think the mix of dreary Tuesday afternoons, coffee, a calc test, and four hours of sleep does that to you.